Stepping into the LEGAL age

Finally LEGAL!

2010-10-15T08:33:00.001+08:00

Since this blog is about my life
Stepping into the legal age
And since im already legal
Its time for me to move my blog!
Yay! So my new blog will be
http://hid-not-hiding.blogspot.com

Im 18 Today!

2010-10-14T09:46:00.002+08:00

Shouldnt i be feeling happy?
Shouldnt i be feeling excited?
Shouldnt i be enjoying on my birthday?
But why im feeling sad?
Why im feeling down?
Why am i crying?
Tears of joy?
Tears of disappointment?
Tears of loneliness?
Yes i am crying out of a sudden!
These tears just cant stop flowing.
My heart is just sooo in pain =(

Hatiku ber-dagdigdug

2010-10-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

A day with DEAREST GFs

2010-10-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

The plan today was to hangout with
dira syg, ika tomato and bf, suhaidah and rafikha.
but since su got school, fikha got work,
so the 4 of us meet up 1st.
~
amboi tunggu nenek dira nie hampir sejam di eunos.
dan kemudian ke city hall sebab dia sungguh lapar.
makan di pastamania suntec city,oh sungguh tkd org!
lepas tu dtg ika and syahmi ...went to toysrus skejap.
main2 ngan benda haloween mcm org gile! haha!
lepas tu ke paya lebar utk lalala!
dan kemudian ikasyahmi dan saya balik.
due to unforeseen circumstances, tidak dapat la
saya untuk berjumpa dgn fikha for dinner.
dan su pula tak tahu ape jadi. haha!
next time mesti kluar lagi! tak puas dot com!
ok dah bye! =D
p.s.gambar nnt boleh upload. malas!=P

~saham oh saham...saya sukaaaaaa saham! =D~

i kinda miss it

2010-10-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

2009 really stored a lot of memories for me.
And i hope 2010, when i do the same flashback
at the end of the year like i always do,
there will be a lot of memories too.
http://hidnewchapter.blogspot.com/

=)

2010-10-11T16:09:00.008+08:00

last week itself, my days are filled with
a lot of smiles =) thanks to the 2 of them esp.
thanks for being there for me.
to DEAR friend: even though youre not good with words,
i think what you already did enough to cheer up my day!
thanks for being there for me always :)
to H: thanks for the late night chats.
even though you're like so far from here
oklah not that far, seberang tambak jer,
but you made my skype more lively now!
hehe! thanks yer awak! :)

~i have to meet qayyum at 5 but i still havnt siap!oh oh!=P~

DEAR Friend

2010-10-10T15:13:00.004+08:00

Yes you know who you are.
and this is like the 3rd time i post
something bout you. feel honoured tak?!heee
i was speechless when i saw that tickets.
i told you that its not for me, and just give it
to your friends and to whoever you intended to give it to.
but you still insist that you WANT to give it to me.
and so i have nothing to say cos the thing alr with me.
and yes now i know you have bad handwriting. LOL!.
actualy not so bad la. at least its not those big big ugly ones.
and again i shall say, you very sweet okay.
the song, although the lyrics was a bit kelakar but cute,
i still love it. appreciate it much.
just so you know, it was on replay for a few times.
till i off my lappy okay (Heart)
back to the tickets, i know you wanted to ride it.
so i tak sampai hati pula nak pakai lagi satu tix
and ride it with someone else. so im going to let you ride with me.
and thats if you okay with it. (quoted from ur sms. hehe)
and then maybe we can go for the swensens after that!
so must wait for your gaji to masuk now. hehe.
thanks for everything :) im so terharu. sayaaaang u ok!
and this is for you ..

Ku terdengar suara mu
Dari jauh
Nyanyikan lagu-lagu
Yang mencuit hatiku

Pertama kali kita betemu
Ku tak tahu
Yang kau boleh
Menceriakan hidupku

Ku sungguh bahagia
Dengan hubungan kita
Persahabatan kita akan bertahan
Untuk selama nya

Setiapkali ku perlukan
Pertolongan
Kau berada di sisiku kerna
Kau lah teman sejati di hatiku

Kehadiranmu
Telah memaksaku
Untuk hadiahkan
Senyuman kepadamu

Ku tak mahu
Akhir-i semua ini
Kerna teman sepertimu
Sukar dicari

Ku sungguh bahagia
Dengan hubungan kita
Persahabatan kita akan bertahan
Untuk selama nya

Setiapkali ku perlukan
Pertolongan
Kau berada di sisiku kerna
Kau lah teman sejati di hatiku

~mantainkan senyumanku untukmu~

SURPRISED!

2010-10-10T14:23:00.008+08:00

Firstly i thank Allah for giving me such wonderful friends around me!
Alhamdullilah! And may Allah bless our friendships forever :)
Yesterday, it was supposed to be girlfriends heart-to-heart talk session. like the other time i did with huda and sya on national day.but this time round,with dee also.
cos she's the one who suggested it.
and she sounded so fishy in which i thought she want to tel us abt her
relationship with that ehem! so mati2 ingat she wanna update us abt that. mane tahu she want to bring him along as surprise ker.
and indeed, i was the one who kena suprise-ed! haha!
i waited for them like 1 hour in marina mrt stn,
my legs couldnt take it, stand for 1 hr so i sat and guessed what,
first time i fell asleep in mrt stn. haha! lucky got shades!=P
woke up when i heard someone calling my name,
and yg peliknya, why the 3 of them suddenly hugged me.
but i thought okay maybe cos they guilty made me wait.sorry2 all.
i actually did saw fadhil coming out from the mrt.
but i didnt suspect anything cos i saw him a lot of times when
i go out to anywhere. like common face to be seen outside.haha!
and then we proceed to marina barrage. pick a spot and sat.
oh yeah our colour/picnic theme was NATURE so
it was all brown, green and yellow! =D
we chatted all the random stuffs and suddenly dee asked huda
"dah huda? dah? dah?" and i was like "dah apa?" but dee ignored me
and suddenly..."HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU" from behind me..
i was like speechless. i felt like i was dreaming okeh.
myb cos i just woke up from sleep? but seriously i was still blur.
when i heard that birthday song, i thought its the group beside us.
but when i turned and saw eera and others with the cake,
i was like, eh?! ya allah! totally like a dream. totally UNEXPECTED.
cos like my bday still 5 days away and i really suspected that
the something fishy is about dee, and not about me.
but ended up, it was a surprise for me. thanksssss korang!
kira menjadi giler nyer surprise korang! its like even though
there were so manyyyyy clues infront of me,
nothing came across my mind about my birthday!
thanks for all your time,effort and love! =D
thanks to huda esp cos youre the one who planned this!
i so the tak sangka okay! sayanggggg u many2! muah!
thanks for all your gifts, really terharu! like one of my wishlist
was fulfilled, even before my birthday! =')
and so after the cake cutting, camwhoring, off we go
for dinner at marina. with all the jokes around when
the husband and wife- dee and shafiq
played catching, quarrel over small litle things,
kutuk each other sampai kekek gilers, like seriously.
and there were many jokes of the day like
shafiq-Happy Married! fadhil-Terkuncil! eera-Chicken Little!
and guessed what! at the end of the day, i was a
DROP DEAD MAKCIK! (diva not!)
the slippers were a BONUS! tsk! paiseh gilerxxx!
Tapi i enjoyed yesterday very much!
and to those yg tk dapat nak join us, its okay!
the thought that counts! syg korang jugaaaak! =D
we must lepak again together2! wohooooo!
photos in fb, eera's photo album. yay!

YOU ALL DA BOMB ! THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY!
ENNAEEM YOUTH LOVELIES ARE LOVED BY ME!

Obsessed

2010-10-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

Oh yes! i think i am la! haha!
im so obsessed with rings...until ytd
i went to bugis with my sister...
and guess what! i bought not 1 or 2 but 4 rings!
and ive spent like $20 plus on it.like for real!
im so not going to look at anymore rings !
but actually this week itself i alr bought 6 rings!
hidayah! u shall be forbidden from buying any more rings!
i think this month, i keep buying acessories for myself.
haha! bracelets,headbands,rings,etcetc...
like i always said to imah,
"duit habis sebab nak lawar nye pasal!"
.
Another thing,im obsessed with love quotes.
and fyi,this thing doesnt come always okay.
there will be certain time which the mood will just come by.
i still rmmbrd when i became sort of love doctor for my friends.
im happy that they actually tried to moved on after
i gave them so many advices...
and i dont know why i started to get back my past years hobby
which is to read malay novels about love.
and ive borrowed 3 novels the other day.
OMA! actually im scared of my own feelings.
wait...tell me theres no such thing as forbia cinta pls.
pretty contradictiing. its just that...
ok fine i dont know how to say! urgh.
guys guys guys. yes its pretty sweet when they come by
and started being so nice bla bla bla...
but i just hate it when it comes to a point they give
so much stress to me. and worst, when they just leave LIKE THAT!
ok i dont want to talk about this.
its just that, im just going to wait for my "taufik"
to be my prince charming and propose to me. acheyyy!haha.

Guys

2010-10-09T01:35:00.004+08:00

I dont know why but everytime i meet up w my
sayang, imah, we will confirm chop stamp
come to this topic. buttttttt...
dont get it wrong. its not like we talk about
eh this guy hot that guy handsome bla bla.
what we were talking about was general stuffs.
Something we actually benefited,& made us think back.
And yes up till now, we still feel that its hard
for guys to understand girls and otherwise.
For us girls, we just want u guys to understand that,
if youre nice to us, then we'll be nice to you.
But guys just take it slightly and thought its nothing.
While for guys,i dont know why sometimes you all
were so sweeeeet like lollipop but too bad,
all that happens only at the beginning.
And IF we've started to fall for you, suddenly its all gone.
So we dont understand why you guys take e effort to be sooooo nice
in the 1st place if you dont want to remain it that way forever?!
Might as well dont. Sometimes ya you all dont even realise
that you're being too nice to someone but pls.
its time for you guys to wake up and realise that okeh..
Girls heart is precious.They dont just fall for anyone so easily.
So its always something that you DO that makes us fall for you.
So berhati-hati kay bila berkawan :)
There're actually many more topics/qns we talked abt.
But for now, i post just this okeh.
Fikir-fikirkanlah...

"youre so thoughtful,sweet,kind but i dont know whether it will last or just fade away like all my pasts..."

Choices

2010-10-09T01:28:00.004+08:00

I hate it when it comes to me
having to pick/make a decision.
But thats life.You have to decide for yourself
before others decide for you.
Its like making me headache. Everytime.
I think after this, im just gonna go with the flow
but like what my love crime partner says,
"I dont like it", and i kinda have to agree with it.
Sometimes,you just need a definite answer.
Allah knows whats best for me and hopefully
He'll guide me through this. insyaallah.

"kauhadirdalamhidupku. menceriakanskypeku. :)"

2010-10-08T02:18:00.004+08:00

okay saya nak tido.

awak telah membuat saya tersenyum.

walaupun jauh, dekat di hati.

terima kasih awak.

dan awak yang lagi satu pun buat saya tersenyum juga.

cuma hari ini kurang sedikit. hehe.

besok kite nak gi sentosa.

kene kemas rumah dulu lepas tu

kene goreng mee untuk semua tapi

saya belum tido tido dari tadi so....

goodnight semua.

Random Post

2010-10-07T16:41:00.004+08:00

Ask me out? Oh Yes! I would love to!
Especially if its a treat! HAHA!=P

Anyway, the other day i wrote this...
Just for sharing.
I have no idea but im so back in the mood of writing.
I used to write all these love quotes and even novels,
but no longer do it since im busy.
But now, i guess the old ME is back! :)

i want DOUBLES!!

2010-10-06T09:51:00.006+08:00

Oh no..not double mcspicy
or doubles in tennis game..
butttttt DOUBLE FINGER RINGS!=D
OHMAGAWD ITS COOL CAN?!
some people called it connector rings.
i love it so much lah!
especially the one with the words on it!

like this...

its pretty hard to find it in spore
except for FOREVER 21..
im so gonna go there and check it out!
since im not going to have my bday party,
pretty means i have more $$ to go ShOpPiNG!!!
And this blog for goodness sake,
http://frostzjewel.blogspot.com/2010/01/latest-arrival.html
is making me pretty jealouuuusss!! 8)
They have AWESOME RINGSSSSSSSS which is..
too expensive for me.But they're awesome okaysss!
Feels like buying most of it! Bankrupt sey!
And im jealous msia have a lot of these.
http://lilac2november.wordpress.com/2010/09/10/stuff134-f21%c2%a0rings/
and oh i just gt to know FEP got sell these stuffs!im so going there!

I wish I wish

2010-10-05T00:22:00.013+08:00

For these to appear as my birthday presents!
Can you grant my wish? :)
1) A Digital Camera - Any Popular Brands

But PINK one would be niceeee!hehe.

2) Full or Half payment for DSLR (Nikon/Canon)

3) A digital photo frame (ohmagawd this so cool ok!)

4) PINK coloured headphones (since last year!)

5) Pretty long dresses which have flowers on it

6) Bag/Handbag/Tote Bag for School (i so badly need it!)
as long doesnt look nyonya can already!

7) A lot a lot Thumbdrives / A Harddisk (many photos not saved!)

8) Any malay novels (comes in collection better)

And this nice recommended book ! I want!

9) Birthday Bash (oh wow lucky!)

10) A treat to Swensen's ice-cream buffet/Buffet at Carousel

11) Sugar, spice and everything nice! :)

12) A boyfriend??? HAHAHA! (i'll see abt that)

Hunting

2010-10-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

Oh yes who wants to follow me to a wild forest expedition
where we get to hunt carnivores live in front of your very own eyes.
Okay im just kidding =_=
Of cos not THAT kind of hunting.
im referring to JOB-HUNTING!
ooooohhhh lalalalalalalal!!!!
tell me whens the last? AFTER O'LEVEL!
still remembered, i went for jobhunting with imah & sya.
from orchard to paya lebar&geylang,all over singapore?!
and i got a call, and almost got a job,
but i rejected the work offer due to some reasons.
so ended up, im unemployed for the whole holiday!
so much of job hunting huh. haha!
but this time round, im definite !
i need to start working to earn for myself
and to help my family since we can no longer
apply for financial scheme. damn urgh!
i need to get some working experience before i grad from poly
and at least be more independent.
all i have to do now is manage my time between my work & studies.
insyaallah, im able to handle it.
and to those who have "lobang", do beep me.
but please dont give me F&B unless its confirmed easy job.
I NEED TO WORK SO BADLY! =D

a MEMORABLE 18? Yes? No?

2010-10-04T23:21:00.008+08:00

i dont know =(
feeling kinda sad.

i told myself, let this 18 be a memorable one for me.
but its not as easy as it may seems to be.
i thought of organising my own bday party,
gather all my friends at one event...
Maybe it will just be my wildest dream
that will never come true =(
Yes i was pretty excited about it at first.
And i thought okay maybe i wouldnt want to
disturb my parents/sisters and organise
this by myself. and with the help of my bestfriends.
but sadly, i think in terms of budget, its nt enough.
and my birthday, is like what, 2 weeks away only?!
To top it up, my mum added oil to rub by saying
"You think for yourself, you think its easy making a party,
especially now, when even ayah not enough money to pay
here and there....and you wasting money...etcetcetc..."
that really made me upset.at least cant u be happy for me?
i wish i could just answer back, "yes mum i know.
thats why im not even asking a single cent from you.
i will do this all by myself..."
well i guess i wont have a memorable 18 then.
maybe bday party for 21 yrs old?(like mum suggested)...
i dont think so! every1would be so busy with their own lives by then.

Wish me luck!

2010-10-04T01:11:00.003+08:00

I must bersyukur that at least I can take supplementary paper.

Compared to other polys who doesnt have any,right?!

C'mon everybodeh!

Wish me luck for tmr paper!

Am gonna ace it once and for all!

I REALLY NEED YOUR DOA! :D

terima kasih!

selamat malam!

oh ya btw today (its 1.13am)

PROJEK AZAM RESUMES!!!

oh yeah im so happy! hehehe!

Kes Jenayah & Dinosaur

2010-10-03T00:45:00.007+08:00

KES JENAYAH
Kalau anda perasan, bezanya kes jenayah yg berlaku
di Singapura dan Malaysia adalah...
kes di Malaysia jarang didengar tetapi
apabila berita mengenainya keluar,fuh dasyat!
Sampai membunuh! Kejam dia tkd ampun!
Manakala di Singapura pula,
kes nya lebih ringan seperti mencuri.
Jadi mana lagi seram?
Im thankful im staying in spore!

DINOSAUR

Sewaktu saya jalan beraya bersama keluarga tadi,
tiba pula di satu rumah yg kebetulan,
televisyennya sedang memaparkan tntg dinosaur.
Dan tiba-tiba, terlintas pula di fikiran,yang mana wujud dahulu?
Kaum Nabi Adam ataupun Dinosaur?
Jikalau kaum Nabi Adam, mengapa tiada
disebut di dalam alquran mengenai dinosaur?
Dan jikalau dinosaur, tidak mungkin sebab
Nabi Adam adalah makhluk ciptaan Allah
yang pertama yg diturunkan di/ke bumi.
Tetapi Alhamdullilah, setelah membincangkannya
bersama ahli keluarga yang lain, kita telah
tiba ke satu konklusi. Iaitu...
Yang pertama wujud dalam dunia ini adalah
Nabi Adam dan kaumnya.
Kerana, seperti yg telah disebutkan tadi,
merekalah di antara yg pertama yg diturunkan ke bumi.
Dan ingatkah anda,pd zaman dahulu kala,manusia berbadan besar!
Cuba ingat kembali betapa besar tapak kaki Nabi Muhammad saw.

Jadi tidak hairanlah kalau binatang yg disebutkan di
dalam Al-Quran sebenarnya dinosaur kerana
ianya sama2 besar. Masuk akal tidak?! :)
Dan bagi sesiapa yang masih percaya tentang
scientific of old cave men who kononya muncul dari
rupa/segi ape, sungguh tidak benar!
Masyaallah! Guess what i saw in facebook few secs ago!
A video on this! Allah is great! Just as i wanted to blog abt this,
he shown to me the same thing that im trying to convey.
Jadi wahai teman2ku,
jika anda benar2 ingin belajar tentang sejarah,
mulakannya dengan sirah Islam. Insyaallah, benar.
Dan saya mungkin akan berkongsi dengan anda
muslim thinkers/pemikir2 islam yg wujud
berapa abad dahulu di dalam post yg akan dtg :)

Andainya...

2010-10-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry, I cant accept YOU

2010-10-01T20:49:00.004+08:00

I guess i have to be choosy in making life decisions.
Not too choosy, but average.
I thank Allah for introducing me to all these people
who wants to get to know me better,
but because of this one criteria in them
that makes me not being able to accept them,
can sometimes drive me crazy.
But i know this particular criteria,
is not just for my own good.But my whole family.
And im trying to look on the positive side.
Even though that criteria may seem like
as if im looking down on them, but that is plainly
NOT THE MAIN IDEA.
Its just that,i need to have someone
who have the same thinking level as me.
You know, communication is really very important in rltnshps.
And i think the above situation explains well
WHY i have loads of friends but none are *SPECIAL* to me yet.
(like my mum always asks =_= ...pressureeee..haha!)

sorry i cant accept you ITE guys...

i'm touched AGAIN :)

2010-10-01T20:46:00.001+08:00

Yes he never failed to make me SMILE
And today he surprised me with the same hope
of cheering me up. Thank you so much DEAR FRIEND.
If you're his favourite girl,
then you must be real lucky to have him.
Now i appreciate his presence in my life.
I really didnt expect, that you would still
remembered what i told you i'd like to hear.
And you really did the cover for me.
Awwwww you're sweeet and you must know that.
Which im sure you already knew before reading this.
Thank you for being so thoughtful towards me :)
I'm really touched that i almost teared down again...

Sesuatu DOA

2010-09-30T14:20:00.007+08:00

DOA.
Sesuatu doa itu bukanlah sahaja
yang anda lihat apabila seseorang
menadahkan tangannya, atau bersujud.
Tahukah anda...
doa juga merupakan perkataan-perkataan
yang anda sebutkan(senang kata,keluar dr mulut anda)
Sama ada yang sengaja mahupun tidak sengaja.
Maka hati-hatilah kamu apabila anda
mengeluarkan sesuatu perkataan dari mulut anda,
terutama sekali apabila sedang memarahi seseorang,
ataupun sedang menyanyi. ya MENYANYI!
Tidak percaya? Saya ada bukti.
Kenalkah anda dengan kumpulan lama ini?

YA BETUL!
Inilah kumpulan ELITE!
And mungkin anda pernah mendengar
one of their hits song which is this...

Perhatikan liriknya.
Jika belum,mainkan semula sekali lagi & cuba fahami apa
yang saya ingin sampaikan menerusi lagu ini.
Kumpulan ini ditubuhkan wayyy years ago.
Dan semuanya masih lagi aktif dalam bidang seni
sehingga la saat ini.
Tapi jika anda perasan tentang kehidupan mereka,
apa yang terjadi???
Sesungguhnya TRAUMA betul2 melanda diri mereka.
Semuanya menghadapi penceraian dalam rumahtangga mereka.
Cuba firkirkan kembali...lagu trauma tentang apa?!
Semua anggota Elite
http://mediamalaya.com/kumpulan-elite-kini-lengkap-semuanya/
Azza Elite cerai
http://syokkahwin.com/blog/2007/01/27/azza-dan-ehsan-bercerai/
Abby Elite cerai
http://www.ohbulan.com/norman-hakim-abby-abadi-sah-bercerai-hari-ini/
Watie Elite masalah
http://mediamalaya.com/kenyataan-slut-watie-elite-mengenai-rampas-suami-orang/
Tetapi alhamdullilah ada di antara mereka yang bangkit semula
dan memulakan kehidupan baru bersama pasangan yg lain
Jadi betul la apa yg dikatakan dalam lagu ini?!

Mungkin anda masih tidak percaya dengan
apa yang saya ingin sampaikan,
ada yang mungkin berpendapat bahawa
ini semua adalah secara kebetulan.
Tapi pernahkah anda terfikir, apabila ibu bapa
memarahi anda, mengeluarkan kata2 kesat seperti
"Lembab" "Bodoh" "Tak guna"....
sedikit sebanyak memberi kesan kepada anda.
Dan apa pula kesannya jika ibu bapa anda
memarahi anda dengan berkata "Bertuah punya anak".
Fikir- fikirkanlah...

Berakhir sudah raya-KU

2010-09-30T12:13:00.006+08:00

Its the 3rd week of rayaaaaa!How fast time flies!
And in 2 weeks time, my holidays gonna end.
Aniway,alhamdullilah,ive cleared all my
jalan beraya with all my different cliques of friends.
And to the ones cancelled, or upcoming,
im so sorry i cant procced with it/make for it.
(Bowenians & TPrawks)
But for the ones over and done with,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
For the fun, love and laughters.
Maaf zahir batin if there's any oveRated jokes,
or hurtful words that comes out accidentally/unaccidentally.
LOVE YOU ALL! =D

To that Someone

2010-09-29T11:11:00.004+08:00

Dear T.A.
For how many times i told you
NOT to call me EVERY SINGLE day
but you still did.
For breaking your promises
so its not wrong if i break our friendship.
For you not understanding me
when i said i needed time to be ALONE.
For you not being able to control
you own emotions and feelings and
asking and telling me the same things
again and again. Im tired of it.
For posting all those videos in my fb,
creating more fitnah when im trying to avoid those
by not using fb more frequent.
For you not accepting the fact that
we cant be together, but you insist,im irritated.
For the way you treat me as,
and that i have to report to you all my whereabouts,
it totally unacceptable.
.
And here i am reminding you again,
Im NOT ur gf. Ure NOT my bf.
Friendship have limits, and so if you dont know
or dont care about those, then too bad
i have to bid you goodbye in my life.
I gave you many chances, i told you i can show you
my evil side if you keep doing the same thing,
but true enough, you with your own choice.
Keep repeating it again and again.

However, its not that i dont appreciate your feelings.
I thank you for your care towards me.
Allah yg wujudkan rasa syg dan cinta so
i cannot mock or hate Allah's gift.
But you have to accept the fact.
In life, its not always what we want.
Sometimes, what we dont want is
truly good enough in our life.
Only Allah knows. wallahualam.

“…and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allaah knows but you do not know.” (Surah Baqarah: 216)

Turning 18 and FB

2010-09-28T19:25:00.007+08:00

Yes its going to be October next.
I have no idea whether im ready for
my own birthday even though its just a birthday.
I dont know whether im suited to be called 18.
Adding a year to my age means
more maturity from me to be expected.
But i dont know whether my change will affect others.
In which actually i've already gathered
some of my friends' opinions and they said,
yes it will affect them and most of them
disagree to that idea of mine. except for G.A.
For now, im slowly trying to avoid from
using FB every now and then because
what my mum said, what this particular video shown,
what people see hear do, and everything else
is kind of making me THINK again
am i doing the right things? is it true that FB is
really increasing the number of sins i do?
a lot of questions runs into my mind.
YES its true that an individual can decide on
his/her usage of fb.eg to spread dakwah and stuffs.
but from what i see, there is only some part of that,
but the rest are made up of keaiban. true?!
im just trying to see things from another perspective.
Give me some time.

"Setiap ummatku (boleh) diampunkan kecuali mereka yang mendedahkan (dosanya). Ada di kalangan yang mendedahkan ini, melakukan suatu dosa di waktu malam, berpagi-pagi sedangkan Allah menutup keaiban dosa itu. Namun tiba-tiba dia mendedahkan kepada orang lain seraya berkata : "Wahai fulan, semalam aku lakukan itu dan ini" Maka terhapuslah tutupan Tuhannya dan jadilah ia membuka (rahmat) Allah yang menutup keaibannya". -
(Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Fitnah Akhir Zaman

http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=2170

http://ohbayu.com/perkara-yang-perlu-ditegah-di-facebook/

http://saifulislam.com/?p=6714

Anyway back to my birthday, i was thinking
if i could actually host up a party/reunion
either at my house or chalet (i dont think so)
and im wondering who would actually come down.
Will it be a mess if both TP and Mosque Youths
come down at the same time?
Will i be able to attend all my guest equally?
Also, thinking what i should prepare for the party.
Should i have some games or just plain minggling?!
See! Theres a lot to take in for considerations!
Event planning is definitely NOT EASY. lol!
But seriously, if im certain of holding a birthday party,
WOULD YOU COME ^_^ ???
(you can drop ur answers in my tagboard)
I want to have a memorable 18.
Yet, i dont know whether it will come true
or it will just be my plain imaginary again.
Cos life isnt a fairytale...

Anyways, last year ive got my bday wish came true!
So this year hopefully my wish comes true agn.Or maybe wishES.
Here it is:
- digital camera / half payment for DSLR (my wish since last yr)
- digital photo frame (ohmagawd this so cool ok!)
- PINK coloured headphones (my latest one spoiled & its not pink)
- a long dress which have flowers on it
- a bag! handbag/tote bag for school (i so badly need it!)
- many2 thumbdrives or hard disk (a lot photos not saved!)
- malay novels
- birthday bash (oh wow lucky!)
- treat to swensen ice-cream buffet/carousel
- anything sweet will do
- a boyfriend??? HAHAHA! we'll see about that

Random post

2010-09-28T15:44:00.006+08:00

Okay the ending is cute! VERY cute. haha!
But i shall say .. this is a well done movie!

and this is REAL LIFE twins...

And i think this gonna be AWESOME! =D

And this is my favourite!

KAU yang ku tunggu

2010-09-28T11:12:00.005+08:00

Setiap kali waktu berlalu
Di saat jaga dan tidurku
Semasa fikiranku buntu

Ke sesuatu tempat berjalan melulu
Membuat keputusan terburu-buru
Memilih arah tujuan dengan ragu

Kadangkala aku terpaku
Membayangkan wajahmu di mindaku
Walaupun ku tidak tahu siapa dirimu

Namun aku akan tetap menunggu
Sehingga akhirnya kau berkata

HaLiMuNan & SenyuM

2010-09-27T16:56:00.006+08:00

Semalam ku mendengar Era Fm,
Lantas lagu ini bermain di telingaku,
Ku tertarik pada irama dan melodinya,
dan buat pertama kalinya di dalam hidupku,
ku mendapat tahu wujudnya perkataan HALIMUNAN
yang membawa maksud INVISIBLE.

Dan kemudian lagu ini dimainkan
Sungguhku menyukai perkataan SENYUM :)

Being a LEADER is not as easy

2010-09-27T11:13:00.008+08:00

My mind is still unrest thinking abt
what had happened for the past 2 days.
I know i shouldnt be thinking abt it
because the past is over...but
it seems like my heart really terguris-ed.
I know that some of it partly my fault
but then the big role is with them.
They cant expect me to know everything.
Honestly, to tell you, i myself, as the leader of the group,
dont know what we're supposed to do even on the day itself.
i myself shocked with the situation that was given to us.
Somehow theres miscommunication before this.
Ive been taking those attitude of theirs till i cant take it anymore
i guess, everything im to be blame. ME . yes ME ALONE.
im sorry if i've not been a good leader,but ive tried my best.
ive been giving and taking, compromising,
but that incident reallly made me emosi tahap maksima.
im sorry if i spoiled any of your mood on that day,
but true enough my mood was totally spoiled.
i just need time to be alone now.
and thinking what my next step will be.
to back out or to continue ...

BUT it looks like the otherwise is happening..

S.I.N.G.L.E

2010-09-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

Status: SINGLE.
All the single ladies!
Put your hands up!

And im happy with what i am now.
Being single as for now.
And will always be.
Till the day i find
a guy who can steal my heart.
But most importantly,
i need someone who can guide me
in being a better muslimah.
and insyaallah, in the future,
a better wife for him and
a great mum for our kids.
Insyaallah amin.

Back blogging

2010-09-26T20:37:00.003+08:00

I think i would prefer to be back blogging
rather than continue using facebook.
I need some time off from the news feed.
things around me are seriously testing my patience
however, cant deny that these are things that makes
someone think more maturedly,
afterall, you need failure to success.
so i think after this, i will just cont to blog.
at least i can express my feelings more.

Another blog of mine
http://hid-not-hiding.blogspot.com/

im touched. honestly.

2010-09-26T20:27:00.005+08:00

and today i received an sms from a friend.
perhaps after today,i shall call him,a dear friend.
i never thought that i would receive that kind of sms.
im honestly touched. very touched.
his words just go deep into my heart.
cos it seems so sincere and true.
and its the perfect timing indeed, in which
i need that kind of care and concern.
i cant say anything else except for thanks.
cos i also dont know why i cant say out
anything else. Allah knows i guess.
which i myself dont know.
but i thank Allah for giving me such a friend.
=')))

" i cnt keep my mind from thinking about it for e whole night...i wanna do smthing to help but idk wat to do...haiss.. " -him
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
" just wanna say...am there for u...wtv happens..am here.." -him
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and when i check fb, this is what i saw =')

Packed Giler!

2010-09-21T13:00:00.001+08:00

Raya Lah Seyyyy!

2010-09-13T23:52:00.004+08:00

Laju sungguh masa berlalu kan.
Ramadan telah meninggalkan kita.
Kini syawal tiba lagi!
Actually im not looking forward to this year raya
but then things been pretty good so far.
So yeah semangat raya lah.
Dah buat video semua. ish hahaha!
and yes satu family beli kaftan! whooots!
I likeee! Butterfly humans! hahahah!
Oklah malas nak update banyak2.
Gambar semua di fb, at the end of raya k.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN! =)

Videoblog

2010-09-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

EXAM

2010-09-02T18:32:00.005+08:00

Yes my exams coming up but why on earth i havent get the mood of studying yet! Im fed up with myself. Everytime i turn into my books, the books will be staring at me blindly. And im turned into a speechless lady. Empty mind. And i mean it.
Ya allah mempermudahkan pembelajaranku.
I really dont want to bring down my GPA any further. Its poor enough.
I have to buck up but looks like things are not on my side.
And plus all the distractions, which i know, yes im the one who needs to control it, but who doesnt entertain those distractions especially when none of those words in the books goes straight into the brain. gosh. can someone make me stress?! someone please slap me for once and wake me up from this __________?!

p.s.my once upon phone. hehe

RYC 2010

2010-09-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

To be updated soon!
Which will be
AFTER EXAM!

='(

2010-08-31T17:13:00.001+08:00

(Y)

2010-08-25T07:46:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not

2010-08-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

im thinking whther i should continue blogging.
cos if last time its true i have a lot of followers
but now...im unsure if there are still
that loyal followers of mine.
"thanks" to my own actions of keep
changing my blog url and on/off updates.

Hype Hype Hooray

2010-08-17T16:18:00.002+08:00

HYPE Ramadhan 2010!
Its Zahra's first time being part
of this event under RYC.
We loveeee the talks/taklimat in SIH audi
cos its so meaningful and not boring at all
cos its filled with jokes and laughters.
Esp when ustaz zahid touched on the SMILE.
he's always very good in delivering ilmu.
and then didicazli with his "miracle" story.
and then i was inspired to join the
ramadhan.sg video contest too. hehe.
overall, i find it nice cos its the best time
to get together with other youth volunteers.
MORE UPDATES COMING UP!

and then next up...YOUTH IN CHARGE!

its HAWT!

2010-08-12T21:37:00.009+08:00

absolutely!
here hawt.there hawt.everywhere hawt hawt.
so many things to update!
okay so first stop, i guess it will be
HUBB! Hari Muhibbah En-Naeem.
Zahra had PSP-pose snap print and
Testtubes with names sale!
Wah hawt stuffs! Both received good response!
Testtubes with names SOLD OUT!
After everything ended,
we celeb FADLI aka fadsy belated bday!
And the choc cake YUMMEH! =D
Did sabo him at the end.
And then we had "percussion" session.
So many different rhythm tryouts,
and thanks to fadli and hafiz
for the irritating madness!
but it was awesomely fun! =D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2nd stop,National Day celeb/heart2heart session
we did it slightly diffferent this year.
it was unplanned actually.
on the day before,then we actually came up with the idea.
cos everyone was emoing and we find a need for us
to have this heart to heart session
rather than just going out to watch fireworks.
i mean whats so special abt that?
every year also the same right.
so might as well,we give it a miss this year.
and so met up with huda and sya cos
we seriously need to update each other.
target location,tampines field.
1st time actually doing that! haha!
cos if we were to go national parks,
confirm a lot of ppl.wana watch fireworks mah.
we had the colour theme RED for our snacks.
even our clothings,somehow uh.
we chit chatted,camwhored,picnic-ed,
drew some national day wishes...
while others feeling hawt...
we enjoyed the cool breeze!

3rd stop, E05 Recording/Taufik Batisah!!!
initially,i have YOG Torch Relay Ceremony to
attend to cos need to dance and sing...
but then the day before, i just send email
for fun to get tickets to the recording
and i won it! so why not! last min!
haha! And im glad i chose to go and meet
taufik rather than the yog...
cos finally i get to meet upclose with taufik!
1st time i watch him perform live actually =p
and so yeahssss! im so happy to the max!
grabbed along my 2 fiknatic sisters and huda.
and the guy who won the vault have already given away
most of the stuffs! if i know, i serbu him
after the show ended! grrrrrr!!!
Taufik is so hawt stuff! i did shouted that! hehe!

Cakap Pasal Remaja

2010-07-20T14:18:00.003+08:00

Its here once again!
Happening on 24thJuly2010!
At Singapore Islamic Hub.
This year is different cos you
need to get tix in order to get in.
I think it s better cos i rmmbrd
last year, it was flooded till many
of those who came had to sit on the staircase. so yeah.
psst i rmmbrd me and fath kena interviewed.
furthermore, haha $ strategy wise.ehem.
this year En-Naeem was part of the
organising team. aha aha.
I so badly wanted to involve myself in it
but masa tak mengizinkan. im always packed
with stuffs to do. and lucky i didnt,
cos true enough my schedule is so tight.
cos i have to handle UTH Can project and RYC.
That havent include my school stuffs yet.
Oh yeah before the CPR,i actually already in MUIS
to present my UTH Can project.Seram oi!
Hopefully everything goes well,insyaallah amin.

Lets go SHOPPING!

2010-07-19T00:18:00.006+08:00

1st stop: SINGAPORE EXPO!
Theres a flea market at hall6b.
Met up with eera.ameelia.their mum.nat.

Intention was to "borong" there.
But we're disappointed cos not much
of stuffs that attracts the eye.
However, i did bought a dress.
And i regret for not tawar-ing more
when i could have to =(
For once, i forgot its a flea market.
I go and tawar kurang $2 jer. Gendeng!
Next,JohnLittle Sale!
When i saw all those branded jerseys on sale,
1st thing that comes across my mind, Him.
When i saw all those mens long pants,
1st thing that comes across my mind, my Dad.
so i messaged both of them to come down.
The sale will go on till 25July.
When i see all those shoes,felt like buying!
Its becoming part of my hobby alr.haha.
"Thanks" to LAB that we have to wear shoes to sch.
but then im kinda sianx cos its nt like i hv
no shoes but then i have to buy covered shoes.
Thanks again to my lab. So have to buy.
But i didnt. I controlled okay! haha!
And then went to the accessories section.
Ohmy the rings and bracelets so nice!
But again i controlled.
And then sorang2 i tried out different shades.
THought of buying a new one,bt when i think back,
it wil be a waste of $ cos e current one still good.
After that,departure time.haha eh wait!
u think so fast isit my shopping journey?!
ameelia and her mum went off.
nat also had to go for her madrasah.
so left me and eera to ...

2nd stop: BUGIS!
Mammamia its been long since i go bugis
to really shop! Bugis market here we come!
But before that,we stopped by Sultan mosq 4 prayers
and then walked arnd arab street.
Check out the shawls.Eera gerams looking at those.
And then comes Faritz gang of friends,
takde kejer lain kacau us dari jauh.
"Ha tengok kak! pilih kak!"
Like hello? dont think i dont who u all are?!
Okay fine then it started to rain heavily back.
So this is the best time to eat!
i didnt eat cos had my heavy breakfast cum lunch at home.
i only had guava.1st time only fruit for lunch!haha!
eera had tomyam! yumyum. haha! Hot soup in cold day.
And guess who we saw? Munah and hirzi! Like always!
when there me,there them.when theres them,theres me.
So i approached munah,hugged and chatted.
i talked to hirzi after awhile.when hes buying food.
his face looked more man uh!matured ns men.haha!
so after lunch,off we go to BUGIS MARKET!
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah hey!(ok i hate it=_=)
even its raining,people are still shopping.
flooded with people as ever,we are part of them.
we started our shopping madness when we spotted
$5 dresses/shorts!both of us grabbed and pay-ed for it.
we had to go back to bugis junctn cos eera
wanted to draw her money.to spend more!=D
and then back to bugis market,we round till
we dont know where to go but just go.
eyes searching for $5 items but well,
most of the nice stuffs are $10.
saw my TP seniors like zul,medic guy,old guy..
basically those i know from weekzero.
theres this one shop where
eera bought her vidcam necklace,
and theres another videocam like so cute can?
Got light summore!& the screen can buka. style uh!
okay then i geram tau looking at those bags,bracelets
but i know i have to keep my money to buy
my soooo needed and wanted cardigans!
which i eventually bought.yay!^_^
overall it was great even though my wallet left
with zero dollar. like seriously. haha!
we purposely missed the 1st train to
take photos in the mrt stn. lolness.
and then in the mrt,stupid ya noe.
theres this one chinese guy,he was sitting down
like 10metres away from me
but i saw him kept staring at me
and smile to himself.or maybe trying to smile to me
but i totally ignored and immed look back at eera.
and then reached home,my adik like wah!
(looking at the amnt of plastic bags i have)
and she jealous upon seeing e $5 dress i bought.
she said its niceeeee!nyehehehe!
after few mins,dad and mum back home.
guess what,they really went to expo! haha!
and they shopped also!(looking at plastic bags!)
then mum asked me what i bought,and she asked me this
"duit semua dah bis?takde belen?"
and i said no la of cos .
and she start saying abt saving money blabla
but hello mum.its nt like always im spending my $.
i can always save again what, mum. haha!
okay but overall today was AWESOME!
hid got what she want.eera got what she want.

RETAIL THERAPY!

2010-07-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

Shopping is loved!!!
Yes this is true.Im in a so very stress mode that i have to get out and let myself be tamed with the things i want and that is by going
SHOPPING!
for so long i didnt do shopping with my friends, meaning to say, i have to fork out my own money to buy what i want..hehe...but who cares cos i saved enough to get what ive been waiting to have! Like finaly i got my cardigans,and the belts.
in my shopping list...both items TICK-ED!
i bought some dresses too!=D
Retail therapy really released my stress with the workload tat i have to complete. Even though the stress free only last for short moment, i still love it!

i need you

2010-07-10T22:36:00.001+08:00

Love Doctor
Oh Please Help Me
Im on my own now
Finding the right medicine
the right cure to
fix all these
i want everything to
go back per normal
all i could tell myself now is
sendiri cari penyakit,sendiri cari ubat.

SABAR separuh dari iman

2010-07-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

Cobaan adalah lumrah kehidupan.
Saya harus menempuhinya dgn penuh kesabaran.
Biar apa orang nak kata.
Asal kita berani kerana benar.
Membuang masa sahaja melayan manusia
yang suka menjaga tepi kain orang lain.
Mengapa kamu harus mencampuri urusan kehidupan
saya sedangkan dirimu sendiri tidak terurus?
Mengapa akalmu terlalu singkat walaupun
umurmu sudah meningkat?
Jika sesuatu itu benar,mengapa kamu ingin tahu.
Jika sesuatu itu tidak benar,ia juga bukan urusanmu.
Jadi ada baiknya kamu lebih ambil peduli
tentang diri kamu sendiri kerana
tiada faedahnya kamu menyibuk-nyibuk
memikirkan tentang hal saya dan si dia.
terima kasih.

p.s.woh bahasa baku melayu standard. maklumlah, BULAN BAhASA! =D

Our lips are sealed =X

2010-07-03T19:09:00.003+08:00

A says
"Remember the ones you love even at the slightest moment ;)"
B replied
"You always in mie mind..."

Changemakers OEEIII!!!

2010-06-29T21:02:00.004+08:00

UTH CAN Training Programme @ MUIS Academy

Oh wells me and my gfs took our time out
to attend this training cos i find it interesting.
even though we didnt noe what
its all abt in the 1st place.
we saw some familiar faces of cos.
and made new friends. whee i like.
it was somehow a seminar/talk which made us
like feeling2 business woman gitu.
but after knowing what we're supposed to do,
we must like put ourselves in the shoes of
a social development officer.
now i know how hard it is to be one.
so now our project is actually to
identify problems in our community or within
the mosque itself that leads to pain points.
wah head cracking! no ideas loh
cos we are unaware of how our hougang situation
is like and we have to think something which
no project was implemented before that can
bring change to the state/situation of the commnty.
and the funny part was i get interviewed again.ahaha
asal boleh hembus jer.hahahhaha
and and date due this saturday! whoaaaa! 7 days oni!
....

p.s.BLUE is VIRTUE! haha mcm paham!
and and... "tu nama sticker nak tampal sampai rumah ker?"

Dont wait till its too late

2010-06-27T18:10:00.003+08:00

And here hows the story goes...
A boy liked a girl in a cd shop very much. But he didnt tell her about his love. Everyday he went to the cd shop and bought a cd only to talk to her. After a month, the boy died. When the girl went to his house and asked about him, his mum told her that he's already gone. Then, his mum took her to his room. She saw all the cd's unopened. The girl immediately cried and cried. And finally after a few months she too died.
And you know why she cried? Because she had kept her love letters inside the cd packs that the boy bought. She also loved him.

Moral of the story: If you love someone, say to him/her directly. Dont wait for destiny to play the role. Cos it might be too late or it will never happen at the end.

Lirik Pilihan

2010-06-24T08:37:00.002+08:00

Hai sahabatku, jangan pernah
Merebahkan kesalahanmu
Pada semua yang kau anggap
Merebut kekasih hatimu
Mencuri pasangan jiwamu

*
Dan sesungguhnya bila kamu
Kehilangan cinta sejatimu
Itu semua karna kamu
Tak sungguh-sungguh pelihara
Dan menjaga cinta matimu

Reff:
Cinta mati harus dijaga sampai mati
Jangan sampai ke lain hati
Nanti jadinya patah hati
Hati-hati menjaga hati
Mata hati

Repeat *
Repeat Reff [4x]

Myspex Kecohness On FB

2010-06-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

Song of the Month

2010-06-21T09:04:00.003+08:00

Shontelle - Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

Myspex Bowling 2010!

2010-06-20T14:34:00.006+08:00

Indeed a memorable day.
It really makes me feel so good to be back active in mosque activities/events,the feeling is just so different from
participating in my school events/camps.
Nervous of cos i am,coz i know i"ll be seeing many people who
i know them or they know me,esp through fb.
Paiseh pon adelah.But okay overall we had fun.
I like it when people post on my fb,hey i saw ya!
But then mcm sedih gitu whenever they say
tk tegur sebab takot salah orang.
Alahai bila mau game?haha.

Ni 1st tyme en-naeem hantar mix team.
Comprises of me,hyrah,aan,khair and ustaz.
And for the male team-saiful,fir,zul,syafiq.
Muzakkir came down to support.
I paiseh myself on the 1st throw already.
I think too excited nak campak bola sampai
i overshot to the lane,slip and fall.Haha!
1st tyme sey jatuh pat lane.Unglam!
Dahlah ramai org kenal me.
But then jatuh2 pun dpt spare,so oklah tu.
Paiseh demi en-naeem youth.Worth the fall.Haha!
But there are funny moments by others too.
Bola terlepas ke belakang .Kekeks!
Then ustaz with his fishball jokes.
Then aim demi isteri,kak izan,anak,waly band,
nak berapa isteri,mcm2 lagi uh.Haha!
Harini our mix team boleh tahan hancurs uh.
Semalamnyer practice lagi bagus.
Ustaz smpai dpt turkey.Hahahahaha!
but takleh salahkan jugak. pratice sekali jer.ape taknye.
so we played for the unity fun and sportsmanship!=)
the male team played better.
shafiq baik uh! he reminds me of how i used to play.
sedih sey skrang my skills semua dah karat.
aniways yg si fir pulak. nasib mcm kentang.
last ball dapat strike 2 kali.
and today was the day that Allah finally met us up.
nasib he approach me first and talk to me.
kalau tak kirim salam sudah eh. hahah!
anw otw to csc,syafiq kekek uh in the cab.
nervous jadi phobia. hahahah!
abeh tu nyanyi2 lepas tu random.
anw All The Best for the upcoming games!
Dragonboat and Badminton!=D

OMA! This is something!

2010-06-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

FINGERS EXERCISE!
See the number of LIKEs i got!
hahahahahhahaahhah!

Bowling Rolling

2010-06-16T10:14:00.006+08:00

Yesterday had fun bowling rolling time
with huda masy and irah!
it was so called a practice for me and irah
to prepare for myspex this saturday but
it ended up making us more stress!
wah really i lose my skills already after so
long never go bowling =(
its like out of 3 games, oni 3 times i get spare?
and worst no strike at all.
and i was like still unsure what ball i used,i forgot.
8 or 9 until the last game then i realise.
its like we're demoralised to join myspex already.
dont wanna make a fool of ourself.paiseh seyy.
and so masih tk puas hati, i beeped pkck hnf
to set a date for us ennaeem youths to play tghtr.
like seriously. its like so bad=(
ok cut that off.
but stil oklahhh after so long nvr meet hyrah and masy,
at least finally we get to meet. hehe.
then we dinner-ed at macd. and both of them headed home
while me and huda headed to GIANT tamp. haha
cos i wanted to buy something. so we giant-ing. hahah

aniway before met up with hyrah and masy at ehub,
actually huda came to my house first to help me
cure my lappy! from 12.30pm to 3.30pm ...
and finally alhamdullilah, my lappy dah baiK!
yay so happy! tkyah hantar repair.
im so jealous of huda skills! hmpph! hahahah!
but seriously its a greaaaat help!
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU HUDA! =D

p.s.oh yea coincidentally me huda and hyrah wore orange!

Family Shawpeeng!

2010-06-16T10:03:00.004+08:00

Ohhh i love it when it comes to
SHOPPING WITH MY FAMILY!
Cos kaching2 tkyah kluar!
And can buy lotsa stuffs! hehe
The other day send off my kakak at airport.
And had lil convo with riyana.
Make sure she brings back the kangaroo or
koala bear in her luggage! haha!=D
Hopefully everythings fine over there.
The temperature 5 degreees lah sey! bestper!
But lucky spore now also not so hot.
Anw, after that, ibu and me like dont know
whr to go next. she wanna find present for her fren.
so we went to BUGIS. and sat in Macd cos
BHG not opened yet. so must wait la.
i was finding bangle also.
ibu wanted to pay for me. but too bad
i can find any bangles thats nice that time.
and then we went to somerset 313.
and ooooh i bought 2 shoes there!
my adik and ibu also bought their own shoes.
its on sale la dey! sape tknk beli! haha!
and like finally i got my new gladiators! whee!
shoppppiiiinnnggg shoppinggggg!!!
oh yeah then masuk isetan jap sumer.
camwhored ah. haha!...
wanted to go bowling, but then weekends a lot of ppl.
in the bus i told ibu i felt like eating icekachang.
so ibu brought us to geylang to had the lovely icekachang!
then to cityplaza cos i told ibu i wanna buy new dress,
but too bad sunday most of the shops closed.
even lady diana. and city plaza was scaryyyy!
its like sudenly u feel u not in spore already.
sudenly in indonesia or batam or sumtin. eeeee!
but overall i had fun! shoopingggg! hehehehe

H.E.A.H Splash!

2010-06-16T09:35:00.007+08:00

on a HAPPY note: My Lappy's Back To Normal!

Oh Heah! I mean Oh Yeah!
We had splashing good time!
We finally got a day where 3 of us are free to hangout.
but sadly without amirah jufri and tasha.
next time perhaps!cos we so wanna go thr agn!
This outing was my adik's idea.
Shes the one whove been bugging me to go w her.
So this is called MADUs Outing Plus My Adik.haha.
And yes the place we went was the new sports/swimming complex at sengkang/anchorvale.
Awesooooome oooi! we love the place!
The best part, it was like a mini wild2wet BUT
10X better and cheaper.worth it!
Can wear covered clothes and tudung.
And and! the lifeguards were so friendly! =D

Morning it was kinda funny!
Met eera at CP to take the LRT BUT...
okayyy this was dope.
we actually spent 1and1/2 hours in the LRT(plus the stn).
1st we took the wrong line.
travelled one whole round of yellowline.
then we waited for the red line which came after 15mins!
And then we didnt alight the right stn sooo we had to travel
one whole round of red line. hahah!
Dah mcm minah msia sesat mane ntaah the 3 of us.
Reached the complex,we were like WOH BESTNYERRR!
but we have to wait for amalina to reach perst.
so dudukla skejap dlm macd. kosong gilers per.

Around 11plus, we started our splashing time!GAYREKSPER!
Oh yeah saw my cousin ana. And then zaidi also workin there.
He basket. how could he tricked me! dahla tknk tegur dulu!haha!
Camwhored in the middle of the splashing times.
kekek giler so many random shots.checkitout~unglamsinFB.
lompat sana sini.tapi best!
after everything,dinner-ed at CP Banquet.
and then eera went home while me era and amal
waited for ayu at bustop.
camwhored and proceeded to mosque after that.

Joke of the day:
Amal:MESTI CAKAP BOLEH!
Hid: Tak boleh! Bontot berat uh!
Tudung styles:
Amal: Macam makcik.
Hid: Al-qaedah.Makcik kutip2.
Era: Rapper. Perompak.
Eera: Takde pape. masih glam.
Stunts of the day:
Flip underwater.
Leg Bridge.
Hey Maka Hey game.
Floats.

Caprice and Hayad !!!

2010-06-07T20:27:00.011+08:00

Yes i fell in love with them just YTD!
I got to know abt them through someone's blog
and i decided to checkitout. and ohhhhhhhhh
THEY're JUST SO AWESOME!!! =D
I was going mad watching all their videos!!!

Let me start 1st with caprice!

1st video i watched was BABY ft ruby jude.
damn nice till i got addicted to it!
And the girl pretty pretty! i loike!

my 2nd favourite was Wedding Dress Remix!
damn damn damn nice! it was waaaaaaaaayyyyy
better than the korean version!
the song makes me meltttt! aaaaahhhhh!
and and oh i loooove the lyrics! =D

i checked out his other songs tooo..and
all his demos all niceee!
like langit biru and tuhan tolonglah...
and Take You To Mars!!! =D
is going to be released 2 more weeks!
i sooo cant wait yaw! =D

and then theres this song called Teman&Pilihanku!
which both featuring Hayad!
and YES! this was how i got to know abt HAYAD!
through caprice. thanks dude!

So Now im gonna talk about Hayad!
Hayad is made up of Fadhli(CUTE!!!)and Rafiq.Yes fadhli is soo cute!
he's got the mix look.
i wonder if he really is.hmmmm hahahah!ok stoppit hid.
And i really suggest if you listen to their acoustic.*winks

NICE RIGHT!!! I KNOW! =D
thats why nw im addicted to them also!
anyway here's the video BEFORE AND AFTER
of Hayad song..acoustic and collab with caprice.

And this is TEMAN! =D

After watching their videos, i was like so excited
that i so semangat and add them in FB&follow in twitter.
ive subscribed to their utube channels btw. yeahh!
i was disappointed when i wanted to add caprice in fb
cos his fb acc has too many friends.
but then, how ecstatic i am when i saw Caprice in
my friend request! he added me instead! thanks caprice.
and then he even replied my tweet!!! wheeeee.
caprice u rawks yaw! =D support u all the way!
and then for hayad pulak, lagi lah best!
i wrote on their fb walls, and suddenly pop out fb chat!
they so sweeeettt!!! =D

Wassup yaw!

2010-06-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

Rapper hid in the house yo!
haha okaaaaay =.= lol
but hey i can really rap okay!
dont believe go ask the BB people.
i did the rapping part by ludacris in BABY.
ok enuf cut that out. zaaaaaap.

okay today's entry gonna be a news!
oh what news what news!
that im getting engaged!
hahhahah ok thats not it!
saje je kasi korang excited jap!
the news is...IVE ACTUALLY CAME UP WITH
2 SONGS OF MY OWN! Wow!
I cant believe it myself!
How i got myself into this...

Well, been sleeping with tears every night,
infact morning...like around 2am...
for the past 2 days actually. and then...
everytime i finished my "crying session",
the sudden ilham came to me.
what else, i grabbed a pen and paper to
write down my lyrics and get my HP
to record how the song goes like.
in case i forgot the next day i woke up.
so i guess in order to get ilham,
i must cry every night.haha!ok thats so toot.
anw,all i need now is someone to provide me
with the background music. and currently,
im getting huda's help to play her guitar.
so i guess she have to figure out
the chords and stuffs.yeahs.
really hope she can play the music
for my song cos i really wanna hear the
complete version of my song.
if not like damn wasted my karya terbiar
just like that. ya noe what i mean.

New Student

2010-06-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

Yepps today my 1st lesson with my new tutee.
Well shes actually my sis's tutee.
I only have to teach her maths for this one month.
My 1st time giving home based tuition.
My sis told me that shes a girl hu love sharing stories.
and yes i witnessed it myself.
along the way,she will tell me about
her classmates..her cousin..her hamsters...
haha! but oklah at least shes cute
and shes clever enough to get most of the
questions correct. so opposite of irfan.
but i guess its okay. i got both experience
of handling naughty and dont want study kid
and clever and enthu to learn kid.
both primary 2. and both i teaching maths.
but now projek azam ngah cuti.
so at least i got this to cover my income.
then just now funny. the aunty mistook me as my sis
and she asked this "Eh today you never wear specs?"
then another part was...she was so random...
while i was teaching the girl, she walked pass
and said this "You look very sweet".
i was like stunned and just smiled! hah!
and she laughed like how i usually laugh when i
go crazy! haha! suddenly i see myself in her. LOL!

Friday With Gawseep Gang

2010-06-04T23:13:00.006+08:00

Its so called our 1st official grp outing
Cos we actually sort of formed our own gang
called THE GAWSEEP GANG!!! ^_^V
dont ask why the name is like that
theres story behind it
but dont just labelled us wrongly ok.
Let me 1st intro to you who we are.
ME of cos, imah, weihong,
terence, andre and new found member,lance!
each of us has our own unique characteristics
that brought us together as one!

So this is our 1st Gala outing!
Its andre belated bday outing!
He treated us from A-Z.
Since he said its once in a lifetime
celebrating his bday mah.
Thanks andre sutanto! hehe!
We made him a card and bought
1 bear and soft puppy doll for him.

Just now everything didnt go as the way we planned.
thanks to andre cos he dont want book the
carousel few days before and so we're the
7th on the waiting list. wdh right.
and then we dont have time for bowling.
damn sad cos i missss bowling so much!
however its okay! theres always a next time!
so 1st we catch a movie with empty stomach
PRINCE OF PERSIA!!!
it was awesome i tell you!
my dad confirm will like it! damn awesome!
then had some laughing moments in the cinema.
esp sit beside andre ah. we like laugh2.
he can somemore ask "sand can snow ah?"
We gt shocked by e part e princess attcked
e prince aftr fake2 fainted.
Plus,e black guy said 2 e man
"Hv any1 told u dat u talked 2 much/alot?
10 out of 10 rating! =D
After that, we wanted to bowl but again
on waiting list still so long.
and we were damn hungry. soooo
we went to SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET!
a bit disappointed cnt get to eat at carousel
cos everyone like wear so smart to enter hotel.
end up just sakura. but its okay also!
we went to the one behind the heeren.
not that a lot of people. but there was 3 people
celebrating their bday also.
ok during the buffet, my laughing disease attacked me!
i was dancing,grooving,randoming,camwhoring
all the way!till andre see me, he dono what to say
already except for "Enough!". hahaha!
most of them nvr really eat a lot cos
the perut masuk angin already lah.
wasted kan buffet tapi tk makan banyak.ish3
after dinner,we walked all the way to PS.
spent 30mins there and off to mrt to bid goodbye.
3 took NEL.another 3 of us took GREEN Line.
and we still got one more thing to do.
wish weihong mum happy birthday at 12am thru sms.

anw this was our fav joke of the day.
me:wah weihong.seriously ah,if u malay,
i take u as boyfriend already.
me to imah:weihong pakai smart handsome.
me:but too bad uh u chinese. i racist. haha
weihong:i also racist.
me:yah thats why lah cannot with you. haha!

then at sakura entrance,grp of malays welcomed us.
weihong pull me aside.
weihong:why all malay one ah?
hid:wah racist sia you! haha! i also malay!
weihong: yah i racist what! i dont like malay! haha!

im BACK=)

2010-06-03T10:32:00.004+08:00

Yay yay yay!
I think i finally going back to blogging!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Cos everytime when i bloghopped,i will miss my blog.
i will miss people reading my blog.
i miss writing on my blog.
so here i am once again! wheeee!
yeh so many things that have been happening!
but i aint update the past. maybe a lil.
the future is more important. ahhahahah!

ok so currently im having my term tests yaw.
maybe its too late to say this cos...
TODAY IS THE LAST PAPER!!!
My 1st 2 papers was awesome!
even tho one of them, which is netfund,
made me go back to history.
the time when i had to stress myelf out
memorising so many facts...
fyi,its chemistry subject.
and NETFUND made me go through that all over again.
otw to school,did felt like crying.too stresss liao.
but happily,the paper was okay.not that hard.
MATHS paper also easyyy!
butbut the next day,MCT paper was dope!
everyone had this same opinion.
NOT ENOUGH TIME.
i managed to finish all the qns but anyhow do.
where got time to really do it properly.
retarded! DOPE! dont think can pass loh that ppr.
and so today is TELEPRINT!
i wanna end of today paper with a big smile
cos only then,i can celeb my friday happily!

YEH OMA CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!!
Andre wanna treat us,gawseep gang,everything that we'll
do on that day! EVERYTHING!
from buffet to bowling to movie to etcetc!
its all on him.cos its his belated bday outing sumhow
so he wanna spend the money on us.
he said its once in a lifetime
altho i was like a bit..pity him need to spend on a grp of us
but then he insisted so i got nothing to say!
so i wannna enjoy my friday with my lovely gawseep gang!
WHEEEEEEE!!!!!=D

I MISS BLOGGING!

2010-05-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

Yeahs OMA!
I sudenly miss blogging like hell
when i visited my old blog.
like how on earth can i actualy stopped blogging?
but true luh its takes time and the mood to
really blog about something.
i hate it when comes the time when
u wanna blog abt sumtin but u dont know
what to blog about. hate that loads.
but hmm im trying to update my blog here
every now and then. if time permits.
cos year2 is totally different!
im much more busy due to studies!
so hope you can understand why i cant
really blog esp after creating this new blog of mine.
however i will come back when the time comes:)

Peekaboo

2010-05-16T18:22:00.002+08:00

I know i shouldnt be here.
But out of a sudden i feel like blogging.
esp on rainy days where its so cooling.
well,topic for today,GIRLS AND GUYS.
heehee.

Isnt it true to say that guys are actually on a competition
without they themselves even realising it?!
competition in getting a girl.
cos girls are always being chased after by guys.
girls have to do nothing,and guys keep coming in
one after another. day by day.
so thats what i mean by competition btwn guys.
we girls only need to choose the right one for us.
while guys,have to show the effort on winning the girl's heart.
CONCLUSION:its a loss for guys.

Isnt it true that when breakups happen,girls are the one who would usually have a hard fall.
cos girls are more emotional than guys.whatever we do,we put our hearts first.
for guys,it dont really matter to them cos to them,once they breakup,its easy for them to find a new one. furthermore,their ego too big to accept defeat.
and we girls,we have to wait for guys to come to us and not we go after guys.
CONCLUSION:its a loss for girls

Thus i shall say, it doesnt matter whether you are a guy or a girl. Each of us will experience different stuffs in life. So life is kinda an experiment. What both girls and guys must do is to appreciate each other. toodles.

MIA

2010-04-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

Currently MIA.
Anything,do get my updates from
TWITTER or FACEBOOK.
Anything,do contact me through
SMS. only. no calling.
Anything,can talk to me in
SCHOOL.

Thats all. Thank you.

p.s.my voice not returning to normal...
its been like this for 3 weeks!:(

Time off!

2010-04-08T15:12:00.002+08:00

Yes i dont know whats been
happening around (not only) me,
but apparently i feel like the world is going down.
this is not a metaphor that im trying to give,
but its a fact that i want to deliver.
its like here and there, everythings going wrong.
this is insane.and that explains why i need to
TAKE A BREAK! A TIME OFF!
i suddenly become scared of facing the reality.
the people. the public. the situation.
told ya its like e world going to crash down anytime.
i suddenly feel like becoming a new person.
someone new in people's(everyone i know) life.
theres a saying that goes
better keep ur mouth shut rather than
saying things that people wouldnt want to hear
sooo im keeping in silence for now.
however, this doesnt apply to my life in TP.
maybe just a lil.reducing my laughing disease perhaps.
well, not gonna say much.
you cn follow me at my blog here or my twitter.

NOO! DONT GO!

2010-04-02T01:10:00.002+08:00

WOAHHH!!!
terence and john not gonna stay with us
in the same class already!
boring sia! things wont be the same already.
no terence.no more act cute.
no more gossiping with him in the grp.
and john. no more lame jokes.
no more that person who will always ask me "LAUGH!"
wahhh!!! left with only me andre weihong yongmeng.
sam raj jia en also sometimes with us.
the rest own clique.
aiyooohhh!!! why nvr study properly for supp paper!
sad sia! i was shocked to hear that news!

MTC WeekZero10/11

2010-04-01T17:13:00.004+08:00

WHOOOOTS!
ok finally im back from MTC!
but sadly,not that hyper.
the 3days i had is like almost to nothing.
sad right. but still, not saying i did not had fun
cos i sure did. only not up to the usual expectations.
and so the best time to write abt it is NOW
before i forget what i wanna say out.

Ok this time round, yes i did not perform.
A lot of ppl noticed it.
Esp those who really known me well
since the previous MTC and Oct orient.
i was not me. even i not sure why.
its just the mood, i guess.
ppl started asking me
"eh why u so quiet. so not you. usually u cheer like mad."
a lot more qns shoot me.
even someone told me that during their own ll/diphead debrief,
they did pointed out abt this. they know. they observed.
i know myself too. im actually quite disappointed with my grp.
although we won first for overall MTC,
i dont think we should be proud of it.
like seriously. its nt abt winning.
its abt the fun we had together.
no use winning 1st when u dont have fun at all.
we already have the strong bond. but we nvr use it.
its only you ppl are not up to the expectations.
before u go for the interview,
u shud have already known what to do,what is expected of u.
if you guys were already like that during MTC,
i wonder how u all gonna make it during weekzero!
seeeing other grps performed, makes me jealous somehow.
i dont feeel the enthusiasm in us.
what is this man?!
going from one stn to another, not cheering. not running.
no wet games. no dirty games. how BORING it is.
no sense of urgency. no spirit. its just dull.
throughout the stn games, like go picnic like dat.
not like camping at all. if u all want to do that,
might as well just sleep at home.
i may sound harsh but thats the fact.
im just voicing out my opinions. this is my blog.
but just take note. i say here. finish here. im nt dragging it forever.
back to MTC. seriously i dont care we won 1st.
it means nothing to me cos we dont have fun.
its like win for nothing.
we nvr even show the spirit of wanting to win.
see how worried the organisers are when they see
our grp everytime not cheering. but just sitting there.
doing nothing. like that mentors meh? NO RIGHT!
i can be as hyper as usual, but the thing is,
u will think that i syiok sendiri. so for what right.
might as well i low profile now.
u all also nt playing ur part.
only me beston sean so high :(
just one word -DISAPPOINTED! with the grp.
and so the effect was, ppl disaapointed in me.
cos theyve seen my potential. they know the real me.
but when they saw the change in me, theyre disappointed.
im sorrrry but this i assure you.
week zero, i will be all out!
i will be back to the real HID.
HID that u all know all these while.
HID that is the HID during oct orient. even better!
YES AH! and i will make sure my classs that im taking
will be happpy that they got me as mentor
and that they attended the WeekZero!
so dont worry kays! MTC over.
so more imprtant is WEEK ZERO!
ZA MEN CHIONG AH!!!!!:D

...
Misssion completed!to spread my laughing disease to my team mates. and they got it during dinnner! hahah!!! funny! and then we had this racis joke. MALAY! eat using hands. and CHICKEN! lol!

W.O.W !!!

2010-03-25T02:02:00.003+08:00

Alhamdullilah!
Very impressive!
Response were very good!
Created the grp page yesterday
and today BOOOMS!
200 plus members!
thanks people for making it happen!
and the best part,
you dont just join it,
but you all contribute as well!
nothing more to say.
just take a look at this page!
http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?v=wall&gid=111358298875158

What say you?

2010-03-24T19:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, ive changed my FB status to SINGLE.
and guess what happened???
Today,guys starts to give "SALAM PERKENALAN".
and the thing is, these guys are my FB friends,
yang dah lama dah in the list.
they are not those recently added ones.
nilah dia manusia. pantang nampak peluang.
like hamzah said "ade peluang,cuba utk berkenalan"
but stop it sey. what mentang2 single, available?
or mentang2 tak single,tkleh buat kawan?
like helloo? kenapalah pemikiran diorang singkat mcm
pensel kontot yg nak kene disharpen.
okay sorry i might sound evil.
but malas ah hid nk layan org cam gini.
nak berkenalan kenelah ikhlas.
ni tak.. mcm ade udang sibalik mee.
harini jer, dah almost 10 guys beeped me.
ape citer tuuu!
say im popular, i dont think so.
even tho haron tried to say that to me =_=
oklah bukan hid nak complain pasal lelaki..
sebab takut nnt takde laki brani nk dekat pulak.LOL.
tapi pls lah. dimana letaknya maturity lelaki2 ini semua.

Pasangan hidup

2010-03-23T16:25:00.004+08:00

Alhamdullilah...
Hid berasa senang sekali ketika melihat
teman rapat hid memiliki pasangan yang
mempunyai tujuan hidup masing2
dan tujuan mereka berhubungan.
Alhamdullilah moga mogahan their relationship
is being blessed by Allah.
its good to seee this. cos they have matlamat kenapa mereka berhubungan sebagai sepasang kekasih. bukan hanya untuk ber'asmara' tetapi matlamatnya, jinjang pelamin.
itu sepatutnya yang betul. bukan sekadar nak main2.
bukan sekadar suka sekarang, nnt lama2 dah tak suka.
or i love you, you love me, lama-lama, you lari.
kalau niat kita betul,insyaallah Allah berkati hubungan kita tu.
tetapi syg, ramai remaja sekarang, setakat jadi steady sebab
saling sayang menyayangi. tetapi tak fikir jauh.
aniway, below is one good video you should watch!
and for those who can be that type of girl/guy, i salute you!

p.s.and that is also ME

SORRY!

2010-03-23T15:31:00.005+08:00

yesterday i upset someone unintentionally.
i dont know. i was in furious mode.
i was in angry mode. disappointed mode.
he just beeped me the wrong time.
he just mentioned out the wrong name.
but its NOT his fault.
its MY FAULT. :(
im so sorry. i felt as if i disappoint you.
and im so sorry if these few days
im not opening up to you like before.
and if you think i go back to you
only when i have problems,
you are wrong. im nt doing that.
its just that in some matters,
i need to share it with someone else.
i hope you wont take it to the heart for
whatever that happened yesterday.
this sentence that you said somehow crushed my heart.
"this is the 1st time u treated me like this is msn."
ok yahhh i feeeeeel sooo bad after reading that.
i dont mean it. you know.
and thanks for being so understanding all these while.
im so sorrrrryyyyyyy. you know who u are :)

2nd Year of Poly

2010-03-23T14:28:00.002+08:00

Namaste! ok crap.
sooon my holidays gonna be over.
and its the start of my 2nd yr in poly!
my 1st yr was hmmm how to say it?
some days were dull boring.
some days were very fun!
studies wise,nt that good.nt that bad.
i have to buck up alot i should say.
my GPA is not up to standard.
i hope i will get that SPIRIT of
SEMANGAT BELAJAR next yr.
i will slow down on my activities in school.
maybe just focus on BB, since im in MainComm,
but for ESC,maybe just the sch orientation.
i really need to work hard this time.
although this is nt the course of my choice sumhow,
i still have to go through this no matter what.
but lucky ebough im with a grp of people
whos supportive enough. thanks classmattys.

im feeling NATURE-ed!

2010-03-22T17:01:00.007+08:00

What a wonderful week i had!
Getting close with nature once again,
is the BEST THING!
Contemplating Allah's creation.
Subhanallah!
Thanks to WOC and R&R! :)
photos on FB.

R&R Photos Coming Soon!

CAMP-cited!

2010-03-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

Oh yeh after one year (to me LONG okay!)
finally i will step into PULAU UBIN again!
yehh i kinda missss that place!
almost every yr i will go there for camps
but ever since i entered poly, no more such thing as camp at ubin.
all camps in the school itself.BORING!
so finally thanks to WOC!
walk observe contemplate!
somehow 2nd kewlness camp but now its open to public.
tu yg kurang best nyer. tkperlah as long FUN sudah.
yay! i love getting close to nature!!!whoooooo.
talking abt contemplating,reminded me of the picnic we had last yr.
when ust noor talked abt contemplating Allah's creation.
its veryyy nice!i actually recorded it.
ever since then, we really understood the meaning of contemplating.
SUBHANALLAH! :D
alright ytd met up with sya and i came up with an idea.
of US bringing "treasures" as props to camwhore...
IF we truly are sleeping inside the tents.
camp-cited yesterday! can see my fb if dont believe.
kinda sad cos huda and dee cant follow along for this camp.
but luckily its only one night.so they wont really feel the absence.
but why they oni make it one night uh. hmmmm.
alright after this, gonna dig my treasuressss! whuahahaah!

Alhamdullilah!

2010-03-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah! ive passed all subjects!

altho not with colorful colours,

at least there were some colours in it!

haha! meaning to say, NO SUPP PAPERS!

and so i can enjoy my leftover holidays now!

without having to study for supp papers!

and yes ah! next yr wil be with the same people

my Q906 peeps! alright ah!

can gossip with the same clique agn!haha!

Not in a good mood

2010-03-11T13:54:00.002+08:00

im nt into the mood of blogging actually.

but i just wanna blog.

"thanks" to twitter that i didnt update this blog.

but then, even twitter i rarely use.

ive not been mysef this one week

the one week that ive not been blogging.

i think i shall keep a low profile for now.

things happening for me just dont make me feels good.

dont ask cos i rather keep it to myself.

but to those concern, thanks so much.

En-Naeem Youth Lovelies Meeting

2010-03-03T23:40:00.004+08:00

After so long delaying it due to lots of ppl who havent merdeka yet, we finally had it!
and ya allah! for the 1st time, its 8 HOURS OF MEETING. Yang lain tu 5 hours uh. Since dee was absent, i had to do the meeting minutes. and guess what, for the 1st time again, i did a 5 PAGES MEETING MINUTES! and for the 1st time again, this was the fastest minute i ever edited! and for the 1st time LAGIIIII, we had mathurat and qasidah burdah at the start of the meeting. LOVE IT! so many 1st time eh?! hehe. But for the sake of Allah and all the youth lovelies, sanggup i buat tu semua. Tapi Hid suker ah meeting smalam. so many agendas touched on. and this coming tuesday we're going to continue further. there is just one word i want to say - COMMITMENT! followed by responsibility and understanding(sacrifice). tu makna dalam. pikir2lah sendiri yer.

Anw maser YOUR Night haritu, i gave new random names to us! Hid jadi Hidayaton. Sya jadi Syahiranah. Dee jadi Dee-yam!(diam). Huda jadi HUDANG! (udang!) huda nyer paling best. cos coincidentally, huda was wearing ORANGE! haha udang dah masak ke per! LOL!

Pictures below are taken during projek azam last week. we had "control" on Zul's mini lappy so it was dee's idea to WEBCAM! hehe thanks zul! LOL!

Ni gambar style kan! man made border/frame! hahhaha!

we had freeeee bubblegums! OHOR!!!!

and this one is SPECIALLLY for zuhaily! for "lending" us his lappy! haha

i still sayang YOU

2010-03-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

hehe YOU? sape eh? sape sape?

hahahahhahahahahahahahahah

sebok je eh korang nak tahu. LOL.

k enuf of the acting. mcm paham jer hid.

YOU refers to my blog lah!

im so scared i would abandon it

because of my new TWITTER!

yeh people ive MOVED from JAIKU to TWITTER.

but kinda love jaiku more...well...

DO FOLLOW ME AITES! :D

oklah i wont abandon YOU okay.

i will try to update if theres something to.

twitter tu utk MICROblogging jer. sikit2.

pat sini lagi details! hehe. so pls cont to tag me k.

Plannings

2010-02-28T14:21:00.003+08:00

Ohayo!
dah demam agaknye! haha.
alrights its holiday and i still havent
really go out and pamper myself except for...
yesterday went out with kakak nurul
to have our lunch at BBQ chicken.
and the best part, its FREE! cos dad had this vouchers.

well back to why i havent really go out,
cos i thought of saving money.
you know how expensive things can be.
one day out, 20dolars gone.
but peeps, if you all know where i can get
PINK HEADPHONES below $20, do beep me okays!
ive been finding it since last month. or before.
so this holiday actually so SHORT.
ive seen the calendar, and hey its already MARCH.
meaning one month plus left....urgh:(
i have some things i need to this holiday.

Plan ZAHRA upcoming events.
And also plan for BB upcoming Camp.
and then some video editings.
and LOTS MORE!!!
i hope i can complete everything before school reopens.

and this coming tuesday will gonna have zahra fataa meeting!
yes ah! finally man! rindu sey berbual tentang hal ehwal
perkembangan kita! wahaha! hope the outcome will be good.
so many things to discuss for sure.

Anti Minahs and Kenings 2.0

2010-02-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

KEKEK GILER uh my friend ni-syaza.
you better read yourself.
HAHAHAHAHA!

CLICK on this picture to view the LARGER IMAGE.

Projek Azam

2010-02-26T15:35:00.002+08:00

Alright uh,finally back to teaching the kids.
and thanks fadli for giving me FIQRUL!
hehe.but wah dah 2 minggu tk datang ajar dia,
dah naughty sey. but still, what touched me was
he still remembered what i taught him.
rmmbr the last blog post i wrote abt it?!
the fire, water and also the plus minus.
tapi naughty dier mintak ampun.
fadli masuk baru takut. haha.
did camwhored with him and his friend,andi.

MERDEKA!

2010-02-25T12:49:00.004+08:00

Haha inspired from Pakcik/ustaz Hanafi!
what a word - Merdeka!
and coincidentally, i was wearing
red and white on my last day of paper,
the same day he smsed that.
kinda of national day, you get what i mean.
alright my sayang is free from wadrobe.
actually mmg dah lama free pon.haha.
this time round, a lot did last min study for exams.
maybe due to the cny mood. yeh.
hopefully no need take supp papers.
okay enuf of that cos now
EXAMS OFFICIALLY OVER for me!
YAYnesssss! haha!

yesterday night, i finally got to watch
MY NAME IS KHAN
till the end. ended at 2:25am! lol.
and i must admit its a goood movie!
so those who havent watch it yet, go watch kays!

alright tomorrow im going for YOUR NIGHT.
the 3rd episode.
its very informative! a mind opener.
you should come down and join us if you're free.

For tomorrow :
- An Introduction to Burdah Al-Busairiy
- Hypnotism in the media?
- Meet the S.O.S

Peekaboo

2010-02-24T11:57:00.004+08:00

Miss me? hehe
dont worry i will be back after today!
because today is my last paper!
any updates, you can just view my fb or jaiku.
shall be back sooooon!

Peliharalah CINTA anda:)

2010-02-20T00:51:00.001+08:00

Cinta bukanlah daripada kata-kata tetapi segumpal keinginan yang diberikan kepada hati yang memerlukan

CINTAILAH seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dirinya sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Malah, kisah lampau yang berlaku tidak perlu diungkit lagi sekiranya hati benar-benar menyintai dirinya.

Sememangnya hidup bercinta dan untuk dicintai amat mudah, tetapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai sukar diperoleh. Ikuti tip bagi memelihara cinta sejati.

1. Pilih pasangan yang sesuai

Janganlah sesekali jatuh cinta dengan seseorang yang sangat berpotensi. Wang dan rupa bukannya penyuntik cinta sejati. Terlalu banyak pasangan memilih teman hidup yang sebegini dengan harapan mereka berpeluang menikmati segalanya.

Secara jujur, tanyalah pada diri sendiri: “Dapatkah aku mencintai dia dengan cara yang sebenarnya tanpa harapan untuk berubah?” Jika tidak, buatlah keputusan untuk cari yang lain.

2. Jangan terburu-buru

Jangan menurut kehendak nafsu seks. Pasangan yang melakukan hubungan seksual akan mencipta suatu keintiman yang salah dan boleh menuju ke arah kekecewaan.

3. Percaya akan kelemahannya

Jangan mengabaikan keputusan untuk memiliki sesuatu hubungan atau perkara yang diingininya. Misalnya, jika pasangan membuat suatu penyataan seperti, ’saya tidak melaksanakan komitmen dengan baik,” percayalah dia.

Anda seharusnya tanya pada diri sendiri; ‘adakah dia sudah bersdia menghabiskan waktu untuk aku atau semata-mata untuk hobinya kemudian baru mengingati aku.’

4. Tutup mulut

Jangan cuba menceritakan tentang keburukan atau kelemahan pasangan kepada rakan. Bertanggung jawab dalam mengungkap perasaan anda terhadapnya dan saling merahsiakan antara satu sama lain. Cara sebegini dapat mengelakkan daripada berlakunya sesuatu konflik dan hubungan emosional anda berdua.

5. Terima seadanya

Terima pasangan dengan niat hati yang ikhlas. BUkan hanya sewaktu bercinta, pada awal perkahwinan dan sewaktu berbulan madu, tetapi amalkan date night sekali seminggu.

6. Jadi pemerhati

Bersikap pemerhati terhadap pasangan. Cuba memerhati dan memahami tingkah laku dan pemikirannya. Paling penting, sentiasa mengambil berat setiap apa yang berlaku. Ini mengelakkan daripada pasangan berani menipu dan cuba melakukan sesuatu di luar jangkaan.

7. Buktikan siapa diri anda

Fokus pada setiap perkara yang anda gemari dan tidak daripada pasangan, serta cuba berbincang cara bagaimana menyelesaikan masalah tersebut berdua.

8. Mr . Right kembali

Sedang asyik bercinta, orang yang pernah berpaut di hati anda suatu masa dahulu, tiba-tiba muncul di hadapan. Bagi anda yang menghadapi masalah sebegini, adalah suatu perkara sukar untuk diselesaikan, bukan?

Perasaan buntu dan bercelaru tentunya datang dan memaksa diri membuat keputusan. Buat keputusan agar tidak menyintainya lagi. Lupakan segala sejarah silam dengan memulakan kehidupan dan cinta baru.

9. Bukan perigi cari timba

Anda tidak pernah merakan bahawa cinta sejati seperti objek yang keras atau seolah-olah berke! lakuan syok sendiri. Malah, anda haruslah sama-sama berinteraksi dan berbincang terhadap apa yang berlaku dalam perhubungan.

10. Hargailah diri sendiri dan pasangan

Hubungan yang sihat akan meningkatkan penghargaan diri dan pasangan. Untuk memperoleh hubungan yang lebih harmoni, setiap pasangan perlu menghargai diri sendiri dengan cuba mengungkapkan kata-kata romantis atau lakukan sesuatu kejutan terhadap dirinya

Tom Tom Bak

2010-02-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Aznil: Kicap, orang ingeris sambut hari apa?
Kicap: Krismas.
Aznil: (sings) We wish you a merry christmas!(3X)
Aznil: Danish, orang ingeris sambut apa?
Danish: WISH YOU!
Aznil: YAY! wish you!
me and kak nurul laughing out loud at home.
sarcastic sey aznil reply! danish pon satu ngong!
Kicap: Krismas bahasa malaysia, hari natal.
Aznil: Danish, krismas bahasa malaysia, hari apa?
Danish: Gatal.
whatheheck! kekek per! Natal jadi Gatal.
abeh si danish tu lepas jawab jer buat muka innocent.
...
another part,
Aznil: Hari raya orang makan kuih bahulu.
Gong xi fa cai orang makan kuih apa?
Kicap: Kuih TEOW! =_=

All about THREE!

2010-02-18T14:48:00.001+08:00

3 MORE DAYS to my MAIN EXAMINATION!!!
3 PAPERS to sit for!
3 More days to my Sis' Bday!

Hmmm

2010-02-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

I smell something fishy...
Or is it just me...
its okay if its true...
everyone has their own reason of doing something...
i will just have to put that aside...
oh wells...
thats life actually...
people come and go...
not all stays...
not all will remain the same...

Happy Birthday Scandal-ku!

2010-02-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

Studying With Peeps

2010-02-17T22:03:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, its effective.
But sometimes its not.
Effective cos u can ask the others if you have any problems
or difficulties but not effective cos when one gets too noisy,
other people got distracted too and everyone might be carried
away and stop whatever they are doing.
and thats what happen just now.
1st half of the day, everyone was doing their revision PEACEfully.
BUT NOT until that mr faizal came. NOISE POLLUTION!
ended up, DISTRACTION!

My current status

2010-02-15T22:39:00.007+08:00

Hid Laughingdisease says on FB...
" 4 more days left to study 3 subjects and i still can use today to KARAOKE, Watch TV, Watch MOVIES 'SANTAU' and 'SUSUK', Online, etcetc. 1st half of the day, on MATHS =_= " .
haha yup. and i recommend all of you to watch SANTAU.
make sure watch at CINEMA! cos the movie is very good!
almost like JPB. NICE!!! so at cinema, will have more effects. hehe.
p.s.a poor trailer, a good movie. a good trailer, a bad movie.

and i PROVED IT RIGHT! you can ask dee on her experience watching SANTAU at the cinema. i recommended my babes (sya dee huda) to watch it and they did. :)

Away for 2 weeks

2010-02-13T16:49:00.005+08:00

Oh no! I know!
i shouldnt be here even.i should be busy studying right now and not facing my sayang. but i have troubles studying today cos the weather is so hawt! intially planned to study at library, but mummy said its CLOSED! cny uh! then how like that ?!!!i have to study in airconditioned place.yah u can call me ngada2 or what. but ur surroundings plays a part too.especially when your mood to study has not come to you just YET. at home, too many distractions. at least iin the library,you know you cant do anything else except for studying. you cant even sleep. eat. or play ?? i online just to check my mail,fb(damn!),and most important of all, my EXAM TIMETABLE!!! and i heard that now edevice no longer the last paper. whatever it is, im scared actually. i dont know if i can be really well prepared for it. hope you guys will pray the best for me.
...
...
...
HID WILL BE ON HIATUS FOR 2 WEEKS!:)

Projek Azam

2010-02-10T17:49:00.004+08:00

Another decision that i took.
Committing myself to another society/group
despite all the increasing responsibilities
i have for myself.but insyaallah all these will help
me be a more responsible and mature woman.
Well, so far im over with 3 sessions,
2 mondays and 1 wednesday.
and i kinda find that i love monday session more!
cos i felt that its more lively altho there
wasnt many mentors as it was on wed.
even the kids were more hyper.
well maybe cos its the start of the week.
and surprisingly, i like teaching maths rather than english.
(i still remember the time when we have to choose
which/what day/subject to teach.thats when me and dee
was trying so hard to avoid teaching maths)
BUT now im loving it!:)
first session, taught sec2(NT) maths.
first time i saw NT paper.and i was kinda shocked.
thought it would somehow be the same like NA.
but it was far more easy.
challenge:the boy too many distractions.
kept singing.going off the seat.easily get bored.
second session, taught 2 pri2 boys maths.
one of them, fiqrul is so cute!
and the other one, step gangster uh.
at times they both gurau kasar until it leads to gaduh.
challenge:like i mentioned, they two kept fighting.
i have to stop them. and part them from each other which i find not good of course. u're supposed to make friends
and study together, not fight.
i have to be strict to the other guy cos his body is bigger than fiqrul and always the one who starts the punching first, cos he seems to be a boy who cant take jokes. padahal from the way i see fiqrul say things to him, its just a joke. not even a harsh joke. maybe that boy is sensitive kot. i dunnoe. i have to be firm cos he starts to be rude. and i pull fiqrul to one side.
and this is the best part.
i taught fiqrul a life lesson and best thing was that
it was instilled in him.
hid: fiqrul, api dengan api, api jadi ape?
fiq: jadi besar!!
hid: api dengan air?
fiq: jadi takder. api mati.
hid: haaa! pandai pun. jadi kakak nak fiqrul jadi air, ok?
fiq: ok!
hid: jadi kalau dier buat jahat lagi, biar. fiq jangan lawan balik. kalau fiq lawan dier balik, nnt dier lagi nak pukul lagi. kalau fiq jadi air, lama2 dia penat sebab eh kok dier pukul fiq, fiq tak layan. betul tak? so fiq kene jadi ape?
fiq: air!
hid: betul! fiqrul jadi air k! ingat tau.
and then biler nak balik,i asked him again to test whether he remember what i thaught him or not.
hid: fiqrul, kakak pesan tadi, awak kene jadi ape?
fiq: AIR :)
in my heart, alhamdullilah. he really lighten up my night.
mudah-mudahan that will stay in his head forever.
as for the other boy, luckily ameera brought chocs
to cheer him up and everything was back to normal.
the cute thing about both of them right!
both had the same thinking.
plus becomes minus. minus becomes plus.
and i have to brainwash them back to
the correct plus and minus.
third session:came down to just buat meriah
but still,i did taught this pri4 girl maths.
wed supposed to be english but she had maths hw
that needs to be done.hw 1st priority.
and wah its the problem solving questions which
uses model which i hate the most. so WITCHY! haha!
remembered the time when i taught my sister that,
and i got wrong answers for most of the qn.
i hate qns with models. cos when u already know algebra,
its so hard to go back to those without using algebra to solve.
A MODEL =_=
anyhooos, like i said just now,
monday sessions felt so different from wednesday session.
i prefer monday!but i dont think i can do it on monday already.
ok enough of the kids. well, everytime jumpa firhan jer,
mesti main campak2. mcm budak kecik. firhan ah start dulu.
i was just defending. hehe. 1st, campak chilli sos and mayo.
den kotak air plak. lepas ni ape ntah dier nk campak.
and yesterday, he bacin. he said this
"EH HIDAYAH BOLEH JADI GOALKEEPER KITA
MASER MYSPEX AH!!"
(bacin uh! i paiseh giler) everyone started laughing.
and he added "captain ball pun boleh." wah everyone laughed.
i laughed till he kacau my face red.nonstopping laughter.
klah stoppit.
overall, i find projek azam is actually good for me cos
after discovering myself being so busy with school
and whatever that has got to do with TP,
i finally managed to get my time back,
to get near to the mosque. alhamdullilah.
and also, i got to teach lil kids cos i love kids! winks!

New Girlfriend!

2010-02-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

Sisters Love

2010-02-07T19:00:00.004+08:00

YES THEY ARE MY AWESOMEST SISTERS!
nothing and no one can seperate us, except for Allah.
they're my bestest thang i ever had!
Loving them more and more each day.
Though at times we do have misunderstandings,
but all that is just for awhile.
and then we're back HAPPY TOGETHER!:D
our big age gap doesnt make any issue here.
because we're still there for each other.
LOVE YOU Kak Nurul Huda and Nur Humairah!

ALL THE BEST!:D

2010-02-07T18:32:00.002+08:00

Dear girlfriends,
UT is just tommorow right!
BEST OF LUCK for your UT babes.
although im jealous that you girls will
end your exams 2 weeks before me,
but still, haha tkper. at least i got more time to study
and score better than you girls, haha mcm paham!
klah LOVE YOU! after exams, lets catchup w each other!
bukan ketchup chilli sos ke tomato sos eh!hehe.
NUR DIANA AND NUR SYAHIRAH!:D

Remembering those days

2010-02-07T16:42:00.007+08:00

REMEMBER THIS PICTURE?

EXCLUSIVE!

Those were the days when we were so close,
almost everyday we would meet up/call each other,
always having stories to share,
always having something to laugh about.

However, things change. people change.
And sometimes, its not easy to get very close in a friendship.
It doesnt mean that to be close with someone,
you have to be 24/7 with the same person.
you cnt expect that cos everyone needs their own space.
however, maybe some people perceptions of having or
being with a close friend is different.
so i shant really touch on that.
whatever it is, it doesnt mean that
a person cant entertain you 24/7,
he/she doesnt want to be your close friends anymore or
doesnt have time for you, but its inside the heart that matters.
bukan dari segi zahir, tetapi batin.
jauh di mata, dekat di hati :)

NEMC 4th Qiyam Event

2010-02-06T18:30:00.004+08:00

Salam peeps!
I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY AND YTD!
whywhy??
because of everyone who made the qiyam a successful one!
i dont regret any seconds of it being there with everyone else.
i misss my girlfriends and being with them ytd
was a great gift from Allah which im so grateful for it!
however to sya and dee, u missed a lot of fun!
it was seriously a DE-STRESS for me before i actually
start my mugging for my main exams!:D
got to know even more people and we bonded so fast!
1st day dah buat ain ketawe sampai muka dier
camouflage ngan baju dier! haha!
everytime she looked at my face jer, ketawe.
si fareeza tk habes2 "evil". enter frame lah.
tendang bontot org, smack perot org.
sampai i terbounce 2 kali seyyy!
tapi takper she dah kene balik dah.
and then raudah ngan cheerleading dier.
kak haz ngan mata ngantuk sampai random malam2 buta.
raudah lagi boleh main pass the sleeping bag.kekek giler!
2nd day, we had captain balls and badminton after
soooo long not playing any sports. kehkeh.
and playing bandminton with ain was like gerek!
cos she's good uh! sampai my hand cramp sey!
fatin cacat. buat roti prata masa nak catch bola!CACAT!
flips tudung! haha!
saw rabia and nasuha after sooo long after the itqan.
macam2 ah mase qiyam!kecoh giler! funfun!
after everything also, we still stayed back for awhile
to play some mindboggling riddles.
think aloud.bring what to somewhere.bang2 who die.fuzzy wuzzy.
aimran kekek lah can! haha! and ain and huda lambat tangkap.
andik and kak marl quite fast.farhan main diffrnt version.
ustaz k paling trok.haha!blur giler nyer!lambat sey tangkap.
OVERALL NEMC 4TH QIYAM EVENT WAS FUN!
it was a successful one i would say :D
especially after the meeting we had for the YLs only,
we finally managed to clear our doubts and
know clearly what are the objectives of having this qiyam.
mase meeting,zul tak habis2 ngan die nyer camp.
and qayyum dengan dier nyer "semua org ckp tu btol la tu".
ustaz ibrahim dah tertidur pat situ jugak.
and then ustaz ahmad,berbual panjang2,end up org tk paham.
kasi pendekkan lagi yer. hehe.
abeh i asyik kene kacau ngan pantun jer. hehe!
siap ah nnt email googlegroup!
pantun coming your way!!! weheheh!
but ytd meeting was the best! im loving it!
IM LOVING YTD AND TODAY!!!
and IM MISSING EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALREADY!